29th December 2009
6.40pm

After 7 days / 1 week staying in Johore & Singapore, I'm finally back in Ipoh again. Actually, I kind of miss the lifestyle in Singapore. The environment there is so clean and the humans there all seem so professional loooking.

FUISH!!

Even the senior citizen there uses high tech gadgets such as Ipods, Iphones, headset, and many others.

I shall stop here and take my bath. Just only reached.


19th December 2009
9.55pm

May he rest in peace. I spent most of my time with Mr Boyfriend and his family for the past few days to helped out with his grandpa's funeral. Everything kind of settled for now. The rest takes time.

Today Mr Boyfriend woke me up at 8.30am in the morning for DimSum at FohSan with his family members. I was so dreamy and feeling blur. The food was not bad though. I wanted to try the jelly/pudding but too bad Mr Boyfriend didn't allow me.

He spent most of his time accompanying me at Chilli the hair salon. Hair rebonding + hair treatment was an advanced Christmas gift from him since both of us will be apart from each other during Christmas.

I'll be leaving to Singapore on the 23rd of December 2009. The last time I went there was at the age of 17th.

I used to visit Singapore every year end for Christmas since I was young until i was 17th. Then it stopped there without any reason. I'm glad this year i get the chance to visit that island again. Hopefully it will be an enjoyable trip.

Hopefully he will have an enjoyable Christmas too.


14th December 2009


Suddenly, i miss those old times songs



wo nan guo de shi wang le ni wang le ai
jing quan li wang ji wo men zhen xing xiang ai
ye wang le gao shu ni shi qu de bu neng chong lai



Sha sha de pei zhe shou zhe zhen ming ni zhi de
Dan wo hui xiao zhe ying wei yi qie dou zhi de




p/s: Jason Hsu is just so boyish look + so cute + so lengchai = i admire him
Hmmm...wonder when Mr Boyfriend's size will become like him =p



14th December 2009
5.32pm

Recently, feeling very unhealthy. Headache attacks easily. So much wind in the stomach which caused me to puke out most of the time after every meal. This is so not nice at all.

Well, it's our 3 years 10 months anniversary. Not so happy.

Though he is his grandpa but he resembles my own grandpa alot too. When Mr Boyfriend told me bout the death of him, eventually, loads of tears rolled down from my eyes too. Although I'm not very close to him but there are quite a number of times we had dinner together, celebrated his birthday together, hear him confessed about his thoughts and unhappiness, seeing him live alone.

It's a heartache to know that he is gone...forever.

Both of my own grandpa already gone to heaven few years back. I know it hurts alot.

A message to Mr Boyfriend & family...

' Don't be too sad. Instead, be happy that he is no longer living alone. They were both separated & live alone for quite a long time. Finally, they can reunite and be together again. Therefore, be happy for them. I'm sure they are happy now too. Don't regret for what you haven't do for them. Let bygones be bygones. '


11th December 2009
5.17pm

Finally, passport is done. Woke-up at 7am to go the Immigration Centre. Was feeling so sleepy. There were large amount of humans there waiting when I reached. Took a number and waited for more than an hour for my turn.

Had breakfast at the cafeteria. The ' nasi lemak ' tasted yummy. I ate 2 packets. KAKA!

Waited for another hour to collect the newly made passport. I nearly fell asleep while waiting.

We went to ' Big Tree Leg ' direct translation from cantonese, for lunch. I vomitted green colour stuff once I stepped down from the car. Suddenly, there were wind in my stomach. Felt terrible.

Immediately went home after a bowl of laksa and half a glass of blended red bean drink. Again, I vomitted once i reached home. No green colour stuff but the bowl of laksa eaten were all out from my stomach. Wasted.

I couldn't stand it anymore and K.0-ed on the bed.




Christmas, Christmas time is near
Time for toys and time for cheer
We've been good but we can't last
Hurry Christmas, hurry fast


8th December 2009


The feeling of cough cough is still with me. It is annoying and irritating. How am I supposed to get rid of it?

Went for breakfast with the family this morning.



Yummy tom yum noodle

Somehow, it's a dull day today. Feeling bored. The atmosphere is so quiet. Feel like going to bed again soon.

17 days more toward 2009 Christmas.